The BEST patient exam conductor in my whole world is: My father

Please be patient with me as I am still learning to be patient.
Thank you for being so patient with me so far, and that's why I'm still trying hard to learn patience.

Anger management course HOME edition starts 4 days ago.
So far, I've failed twice in the practical theory.
Need to pray real hard and think of God's Word real much to pass that.

As the church camp is coming, the theme of the camp; The Direction of the Heart fits so nicely with my current heart.

Whether it's me growing old and getting more and more empty towards many things, or, perhaps it's just me with my weird problems.

Anyway, without God, my heart is not just a maze, but also a no exit maze. And it's all just meaningless because in the end I will just stuck inside and die.

Praise be to God for His is the way. Praise Him...

I pray that she will have more patience to be courage
and I will have more courage to be patient...

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I just want to go home...

I guess I'm really bad at communicating... Other wise I would have understand others feelings better, and they would understand mine better...

I guess I should just hold it down and tape it with my tears...
Because no one else cares...

There are days of silent sorrow
In the seasons of our life;
There are wild despairing moments.
There are hours of mental strife;
There are times of stony anguish,
When the tears refuse to fall;
But the waiting time, my sister,
Is the hardest time of all...
We can bear the heat of conflict,
Though the sudden, crushing blow,
Beating back our gathered forces,
For a moment lay us low;
We may rise again beneath it
None the weaker for the fall,
But the waiting time, my sister,
Is the hardest time of all.

I can feel the ignition of the fire in my heart once again.

I pray that I will be overwhelmed with the Spirit of God and to go make disciple of all nation.

Can't wait to go back to Singapore and to the Malaysia church camp so that I can be used by the Lord to spread His gospel, bringing people to faith; the first and the second level of faith, and more citizens in the Kingdom of God.

Lord, I want to be used by You greatly, and I know it start by me with the heart and action to do so first, then You will draw close to me. I give my whole life unto serving and glorifying You, my God.

I hope to have an anteater as a pet...

They're cute
They're nice
And they EAT ALL THE STUPID ANTS AND TERMITES! YEAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Maybe next time I will get one anteater and a Chameleon as my pets~

WEEEEEeeeEEeEEEEeEEeEEEEE~~~~

(Just another childish post with a crazy dream that might not come true at all. But wait, I'm in Thailand aren't I? Sure is not impossible~ :D)

Overwhelmed with passion...

Don't let anyone think less of you because you are young. Be an example to all believers in what you say, in the way you live, in your love, your faith, and your purity. Until I get there, focus on reading the Scriptures to the church, encouraging the believers, and teaching them.

Give your complete attention to these matters. Throw yourself into your tasks so that everyone will see your progress. Keep a close watch on how you live and your teaching. Stay true to what is right for the sake of your own salvation and the salvation of those who hear you.
(1 Timothy 4:12-13, 15-16)

Direc teaching for me to hold on...

It feels so good to be clean from the inside out!

How do I know it? Because I've experienced it before so many times!

When you're renewed by the Lord, when you clear all the rubbish out of your mind, body and soul!

Lord, please clear the rubbish that is building and rotting inside my mind, body and soul... In Jesus' name, amen.

孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单

An empty street
An empty room
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The room are getting smaller...



一个人享受寂寞.....