Sorrow, Anger, Bitterness, Hatred, Love

Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. 
For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up! (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10)

How long have I fall....? I forgot...
That day still seems like just yesterday... When everything crumbles apart...
Is there no one to lift me up...? Or is it that I reject all who tried to help...?
Nevertheless, woe be to me... Woe be to me...
Everyday I'm escaping, I'm running away...
From the past that always haunt me, till this very day...
Anger became my friend, bitterness my partner, and hatred my teacher.
Everyday gets worse and I just curse till my head burst and it hurts so bad, since she left, I should have thought of that one first...
No one, not even me can accept what I did, and I just keep running away, but I can't, cause the past comes back again.

Sorry, put the blame on me

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And the things I didn’t want to take responsibility for.

I’m sorry for the times that I’m always gone
We are distanced and you are alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry for the problems that I’ve always shun
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm well aware
That you spend the night keeping me in your prayer
Because I’m in a grief like every day
I’m sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you were the best thing in my world
And how I was so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge:]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus:]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that I put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that I go and destroy our pact
Trying to escape from the past that we had
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though they treated me like their kin
I got a second one and they didn’t agree
I got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that my life turned out this way
I’m sorry that my sins came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
I was dead wrong trying to set you free
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on the road trying hard to flee
I’m sorry for the pain that you was dealt
For the disappointment that you felt
Just a worthless man that wasted your time
Your dad should've never let you be with this guy
I’m sorry for not being the one that you found
I hope you manage better next time around
All I ever do was display my rage
Trying to love when I’m born to hate
Look at the scum that I’ve became
Always backing out disgracing His name
I’m just a sinner deserving the flame
Because of His love He will remove my pain

Even though the blame’s on me[3x]
He will take that blame from me

And I can put my pain on Him [2x]
I can put my pain on Him 
And I can put my pain on Him 

And I can put my pain on Him  [2x]