iRejectlove: June 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

幸福背后

那么暖…你的温度

安静的依偎着那

短暂幸福

爱就算满足

却是个未知数

我们的天长地久

要走多远才能看见

越是幸福越害怕

怕它会结束

越拥抱却越是孤独

没人了解的寂寞

我自己照顾

不想让你发现我

凌乱的脚步

我努力跟上你的速度

不再独自感受

那幸福背后藏的辛苦

那么快你的甜苦

应该让我的灰色

快乐全部

爱让人喜悦

就算会有变数

只要能拥有一秒

有多辛苦我愿付出

越是幸福越害怕

怕它会结束

越拥抱却越是孤独

没人了解的寂寞

我自己照顾

不想让你发现我

凌乱的脚步

我努力跟上你的速度

不再独自感受

那幸福背后藏的辛苦

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

สุภาษิต 14:13

แม้ใจของคนที่หัวเราะก็เศร้า และที่สุดของความชื่นบานนั้นคือความโศกสลด

내 행복 돌아 올 것이다…

Monday, June 20, 2011

สุภาษิต สิบสาม:สิบสอง

ความหวังที่ถูกหน่วงไว้ทำให้ใจเจ็บช้ำ แต่ความปรารถนาที่สำเร็จแล้วเป็นต้นไม้แห่งชีวิต

หัวใจป่วยในชีวิตประจำวัน...

味道

昨天晚上的星星很少
不知道它们跑那去了
赤裸裸的天空
星星多寂廖
我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药

无处可逃

想念你的笑
我想念你的外套
想念你连身裙子
和你身上的味道

我想念你的吻
和你头发淡香的味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

昨天晚上心事不少
不知道这样算好不好
赤裸裸的寂寞
朝着心头绕
我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药

无处可逃

想念你的笑
我想念你的外套
想念你连身裙子
和你身上的味道

我想念你的吻
和头发上那淡香味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

Sunday, June 19, 2011

十年之前，我不认识你，你不属于我...
我们还是一样，配在一个陌生人左右，走过间间熟悉的街头...

感谢主，没有时光机...

Check in

ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch check me in now (x3)
check me in

I know im sick and my addiction got me itchin everyday i need a fixin', i aint quitin till it kill me
ya hear me, i like the feel but hate the taste of the product, like the numb on the tongue when you taste narcotics
the bass gets to bumpin, you can feel what im drumin, death is comin, i tryna warn em, thats why i was summoned
i know that they dont want it, they want what they cant have, euphoria come and go but its somethin u cant grasp
yeah, we graspin for emptiness, hopin we can catch somethin
hands full of scars, cuts, burns, as the flesh wants verge of insanity,
stop me 'for im gone, i say im gon' quit but im at it in the morn'
it goes on and on and on and now im used to it
this a lifestyle and now i dont know what else to do
got a war inside my soul, and its wantin' to break through

im ready for rehab, jus' do watcha gon' do

rehab, rehab, re ha hab ready for rehab (X4)
rehab

ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch check me in now (x3)

rehab, rehab, re ha hab ready for rehab (X4)
rehab

不能说的秘密

一个人回到了房间
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已走过的世界
你用你的指尖阻止我说抱歉
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许神的安排只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这短短的几年
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡...?

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Aftermath

People say there's side effect from abortion... And it really is...

You'd suffer depression because of the lost, unable to conceive properly next time, or simply the ghost of the child will come back and haunt you.

Yes, I know, ghost is a thing Satan uses to disturb, possess, or to harm you. And it is happening now...

Lord, let the ghost of the "baby" die off. It's haunting me all day long...
It may seems like a fantasy, but I know it's also a nightmare... Or I'd like to call it, a dream that haven't or wouldn't come true...

Sigh...

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I love abortion!!!

Hold on...!

Before you pass any judgment to me, let me explain.

I totally do not support child abortion, in fact I hate it...

What I mean here is sin abortion!

Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death. (James 1:15)

Let's have abortion!!!

Abort this abomination of desires! No matter how many mouths old, just have an abortion!!!

Lord, my Best Doctor, please abort the evil desires and sin in my life that I've conceived... In Jesus' name, amen

Friday, June 10, 2011

So far apart, day after day,
And I slowly go insane.
I hear your voice on the line,
But it doesn't stop the pain...

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Love walks with God

By this all people will know you're My disciples, if you have love for one another.
(John 13:35)

Walking with God is better than a thousand marriage books or counseling sessions.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Painache

Wisdom tooth got pulled out and it causes me ache,
but it still can't makes me forget about my own heartache.
Painkiller might stop the ache, but can't stop my heart pain,
but let's not stop, and forgot, what was our aim.

The Bible Promise Verses

Angry? Read this - Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fet - it leads only to evil. (Psalm 37:8)
Belief - For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16)
Charity - He who gives to the poor will lack nothing, but he who closes his eyes to them receives many curses. (Proverbs 28:27)
Children - They replied, "Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved-- you and your household." (Acts 16:31)
Children's duties - "Cursed is the man who dishonors his father and mother." (Deuteronomy 27:16)
Children's duties - My son, if sinners entice you, do not give in to them. (Proverbs 1:10)
Comfort - Cast your cares on the LORD and He will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall. (Psalm 55:22)
Comfort - Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD. (Psalm 27:14)
Contentment - Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." (Hebrews 13:5)
Courage - I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength. (Philippians 4:12-13)
Death - I tell you the truth, if anyone keeps my word, he will never see death. (John 8:51)
Enemies - Let those who love the LORD hate evil, for He guards the lives of His faithful ones and delivers them from the hand of the wicked. (Psalm 97:10)
Eternal Life - And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son. (1 John 5:11)
Faith - For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God. . . (Ephesians 2:8)
Fear - Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. (1 Matthew 10:28)
Food and Clothing - So do not worry, saying, "What shall we eat?" or "What shall we drink?" or "What shall we wear?" For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. (Matthew 6:31-32)
Forgiveness - For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. (Matthew 6:14)
Freedom from Sin - Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! (2 Corinthians 5:17)
Fruitfulness - But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.Against such things there is no law. (Galatians 5:22-23)
Fruitfulness - They will still bear fruit in old age, they will stay fresh and green. . . (Psalm 92:14)
God
God's correction - When we are judged by the Lord, we are being disciplined so that we will not be condemned with the world. (1 Corinthians 4:16-17)
God's Faithfulness - I will not violate my covenant or alter what my lips have uttered. (Psalm 89:34)
God's Love - This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent His Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. (1 John 4:10)
God's Protection - The LORD will keep you from all harm-- He will watch over your life; the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore. (Psalm 121:7-8)
Gossip - But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken. (Matthew 12:36)
Growth in Grace - For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge. . . (2 Peter 1:5)
Guidance - The righteousness of the blameless makes a straight way for them, but the wicked are brought down by their own wickedness. (Proverbs 11:5)
Guilt - If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9)
Help in Troubles - I have told you these thngs, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. (John 16:33)
Holy Spirit - Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, streams of living water will flow from within him. By this He meant the spirit, whom those who believed in Him were later to receive. Up to that time the Spirit had not been given, since Jesus had not yet been glorified. (John 7:38-39)
Honesty - Do not withhold good from those who deserve it, when it is in your power to act. (Proverbs 3:27)
Hope - Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In His great mercy He has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead. . . (1 Peter 1:3)
Hospitality - Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it. (Hebrews 13:2)
Hospitality - Offer hospitaliy to one another without grumbling. Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms. (1 Peter 4:9-10)
Humility - For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted. (Matthew 23:12)
Jealousy - For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice. (James 3:16)
Joy - In Him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in His Holy name. (Psalm 33:21)
Laziness - Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. (Romans 12:11)
Loneliness - Then you will call, and the LORD will answer; you will cry for help, and He will say: Here I am... (Isaiah 58:9)
Long Life - The fear of the LORD adds length to life, but the years of the wicked are cut short. (Proverbs 10:27)
Love - Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. (1 John 4:7-8)
Loving God - The LORD watches over all who love Him, but all the wicked He will destroy. (Psalm 145:20)
Lust - When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He tempt anyone. . . (James 1:13)
Lust - You have heard that it was said, "Do not commit adultery." But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. (Matthew 5:27-28)
Lying - Do not steal. Do not lie. Do not deceive one another. (Leviticus 19:11)
Marriage - Wives, submit to your husbands, as is fitting in the Lord. Husbands, love your wives and do not be harsh with them. (Colossians 3:18-19)
Meekness - A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger. (Proverbs 15:1)
Mercy - Yet the LORD longs to be gracious to you; He rises to show you compassion. For the LORD is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for Him! (Isaiah 30:18)
Money - Do not wear yourself out to get rich; have the wisdom to show restraint. Cast but a glance at riches, and they are gone, for they will surely sprout wings and fly off to the sky like an eagle. (Proverbs 23:4-5)
Money - Wealth is worthless in the day of wrath, but righteousness delivers from death. (Proverbs 11:4)
Obedience - I tell you the truth, if anyone keeps my word, he will never see death. (John 8:51)
Obedience - Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me-- put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you. (Philippians 4:9)
Parent's Duties - Only be careful, and watch yourselves closely so that you do not forget the things your eyes have seen or let them slip from your heart as long as you live. Teach them to your children and to their children after them. . . Assemble the people before me to hear my words so that they may learn to revere me as long as they live in the land and may teach them to their children. (Deuteronomy 4:9-10)
Patience - You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. (Hebrews 10:36)
Peace - Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. (John 14:27)
Poverty - For He will deliver the needy who cry out, the afflicted who have no one to help. He will take pity on the weak and the needy and save the needy from death. (Psalm 72:12-13)
Prayer - Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. (Matthew 7:7-8)
Prayer - The LORD is far from the wicked but He hears the prayer of the righteous. (Proverbs 15:29)
Pride - To fear the LORD is to hate evil; I hate pride and arrogance, evil behavior and perverse speech. (Proverbs 8:13)
Pride - Woe to those who are wise in their own eyes and clever in their own sight. (Isaiah 5:21)
Prisoners - The LORD hears the needy and does not despise His captive people. (Psalm 69:33)
Redemption from Sin - My dear children, I write this to you so that you will not sin. But if anybody does sin, we have one who speaks to the Father in our defense-- Jesus Christ, the Righteous One. He is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not only for ours but also for the sins of the whole world. (1 John 2:1-2)
Repentance - But if a wicked man turns away from all the sins he has committed and keeps all my decrees and does what is just and right, he will surely live; he will not die. None of the offenses he has committed will be remembered against him. Because of the righteous things he has done, he will live. (Ezekiel 18:21-22)
Righteousness - What the wicked dreads will overtake him; what the righteous desire will be granted. (Proverbs 10:24)
Salvation - When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your sinful nature, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins. . . (Colossians 2:13)
Seeking God - And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that he exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him. (Hebrews 11:6)
Self-Denial - Then Jesus said to his disciples, "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it. What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul? Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? (Matthew 16:24-26)
Self-Righteousness - Do you see a man wise in his own eyes? There is more hope for a fool than for him. (Proverbs 26:12)
Self-righteousness - Let another praise you, and not your own mouth; someone else, and not your own lips. (Proverbs 27:2)
Sexual Sins - Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins a man commits are outside his body, but he who sins sexually sins against his own body. Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? Yo are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your body. (1 Corinthians 6:18-20)
Shame - However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name. (1 Peter 4:16)
Sickness - But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. (Isaiah 53:5)
Slander and Reproach - If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. (1 Peter 4:14)
Success - Humiliy and the fear of the LORD bring wealth and honor and life. (Proverbs 22:4)
Trust - Blessed is the man who makes the LORD his trust, who does not look to the proud, to those who turn aside to false gods. (Psalm 40:4)
Trust - Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6)
Wisdom - Evil men do not understand justice, but those who seek the LORD understand it fully. (Proverbs 28:5)
Wisdom - If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. (James 1:5)
Word of God - Blessed is the one who reads the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because the time is near. (Revelation 1:3)
Word of God - I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes... (Romans 1:16)
Work - But as for you, be strong and do not give up, for your work will be rewarded. (2 Chronicles 15:7)
Work - God is not unjust; He will not forget your work and the love you have shown Him as you have helped His people and continue to help them. We want each of you to show this same diligence to the very end, in order to make your hope sure. (Hebrews 6:10-11)
Worry - Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6-7)
Worship - God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in spirit and in truth. (John 4:24)