Why did I threw away my pride? Because I am afraid that I'd become proud...
But I'm gonna take it back again, but, not to be proud, but to do my God proud.

不可叫人小看你年輕．總要在言語、行為、愛心、信心、清潔上．都作信徒的榜樣。
(提摩太前書 四12）

Aint gonna care if all look down on me, but I ain't gonna look down on myself, I'll pick up the pride I used to threw away to stand strong, to do my God, my Lord Jesus proud.

C'mon Vic, it's time to get pumped up and ready to go.

爱, 情

Going to a place where it would take 5-6 hours to get there tomorrow...
Going there for a wedding of our friend.
How many weddings have I attended in my life? Hmmm...
How many more weddings do I have to attend before it's my turn?

The 5 Ws and one Hs of my beloved is what I've reminded myself from time to time...
Except that I add one more W and that is Why.

Why do people get married when divorce is part of the option?

The reason that triggers for my parents to get married is me. (Yes, I am a bastard)
And the reason that triggers my parent's divorce is also me.

One of my female friend same age as me is already a mother now. They got married because of her pregnancy... I wonder how long their marriage is gonna last?

One of my male friend was married, had a daughter about 2 years old now... But divorced...

One of my another male friend is married too, no child yet, but I also wonder how long they are going to last...

When you don't want God to lock your wedlock for you, most probably end up miserably even if you don't divorce... Because you still hold the key for your marriage, and you can unlock it anytime you want...

I just pray that God would be the wedlock for my marriage next time...


For better or for worse...



It takes a moment to say "I love you" but a life-time to prove it.

Ba Lu ku

I got so emotionally raged yesterday that there's a bump grew up behind my head...
我想我脑充血，暴血管死是迟早的事...
Hahaha~

Valentine's Day

My hearts all filled with loneliness, so cold
But there's no way that I'd ever let go
A thousand miles spilt away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection, but not now
Cause my path had found direction, somehow
A thousand miles spilt away, from sight
And held the darkness over day, that night

And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the heart inside grew lonelier
Cause you're not here by my side,
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

So now my dear, erase my fear
Cause I always knew what it was like, to be alone

On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my path had found direction, somehow)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection, but not now)
On a Valentine's Day, on a Valentine's Day
(Cause my path had found direction, somehow)

"I have said too much already.
I have nothing more to say." (Job 40:5)